Never a choice

Well, separation is never an option or a choice (applicable to my relationship) but if you were given a choice not to choose to separate.. would you take it? I would.

Me and my Mr were separated again for thousand and thousand and thousand miles. It sucks to be disunited yet again.. however it left us no choice as my Mr has to pursue his studies in Malaysia. This time, a new uni called KBU International College which is located in Damansara. A bit far from his previous college (in Subang). 

To be frankly honest, it kinda breaks my heart a little to go through another long distance relationship. Though we're engaged but it does not guarantee us anything yet though. To go through another long distance is not easy (obviously), we might not know what other obstacles we might face this time for another 2 years. Seriously, my insecurities are starting to kick in. Trust issue. Everything. I know sometimes the problems lies in me but the guy has to know their limitations too you know.

I'm trying hard to fight this emotions. I just hope the Mr knows his limitations. Like "really know".

Best of luck in your degree love, hope you can ace it well like how you did for your Diploma. I'm sure you can handle this. Hope we'll be stronger and better this time. May Allah will always guide and protect us. Amin.

Till next post!

loves,

W.